Jun 02
A good day
I miss good days. They are so infrequent. It’s rare to say honestly - to have a full day all go well, stay positive and upbeat. Sure I can say that my days are alright; and yes I realize that many many people don’t even have “alright” days and they are still happy.
Maybe this past weekend spoiled me, all the fun and excitment. Outside the family there weren’t overwhelming responcibilities, no headaches, no family feuds to disperce and/or referee. Good company, food, nice weather (minus the really hot livingroom) I miss the ability to be carefree.
Do not misunderstand - by NO MEANS am I including parenthood in the “missing the ability to be carefree” Being a Mom, being a parent with my husband is awesome, I wouldnt change it for the world. I am not complaining about diapers and feeding and crancky baby moments.
I am simply trying to get across that I miss the ability to get up in the morning and say “What do we feel like doing today?” or “I want just the 3 of us to go to the park”
I can’t wait till we get our own space. Yes, our family will be growing again, but in a good way. Amarah will have a build in Nanny/Aunt (the best aunt in the world) and a second Nanny to help Aunt Meredith out with extra stuff. (Which is so cool!) And another canine friend, chocolate lab named Kobaine. Very good boy! Things are looking up, Im just getting antsy and finding it hard to anywhere but down or at my baby girl.
Father’s day is coming up! I am excited to help Amarah get something awesome for her Daddy!
